I like to think its’ the DREAMER in me! instead of, “Pat, why can’t you just stick to one thing?”
I like to think it’s because I have SO MUCH creativety instead of , “Pat, why are you so undisciplined?”
One voice is the voice of God’s grace and the other voice is the voice of condemnation and accusation.
I like to think the grace way.
Just as I was wavering between those 2 worlds of thought I landed on this blog post last night from Emily Freeman’s “Chatting at the Sky” blog “A Word to Writers on Changing Your mInd”.
It was God 🙂
I love Emily’s blog. The title alone grabs me because I know that my own chatting at the sky is where I find my best audience 🙂 and do my best work.
God is SO good. I love it when He helps me feel normal. When He gives me someone to identify with so that I don’t feel all alone.
It sounded so good at the time but it isn’t GOOD for me. I move offices and houses. I travel. If I don’t make church on Saturday night, I go on Sunday morning which leads to Sunday stuff with friends and family. If I do make it on Saturday night and I am not traveling or moving–I go to the beach, or ride a bike or garden.
I don’t like the pressure of having to write something every Sunday. I just don’t. I DO plan to post more blogs right here as I am unwrapping a new book–but in order to protect myself, I won’t say how often.
I am praying that somebody wants to actually READ what I have to write and SOMEBODY will tell me what they like and don’t like as I write.
But for now, with sweet Emily’s permission and inspired courage. I want to admit that I have Changed My Mind.
I will NOT be posting SEEDS every Sunday but I WILL be posting both SEEDS and WORDS as God inspires me and I feel like I have something to say.
I will also be praying that somebody cares 🙂
Is that OK?
Tell me–are YOU every Wishy Washy or is it just me and Emily?