What Do You Fear?

But I will show you whom you should fear……

Luke 12:5

I was amazed to discover how many scriptures are in the Bible about fear. HUNDREDS in the NIV alone. As God has put this topic on my heart and mind over the past few weeks I have seen more than ever how much the Lord has to say about this BONDAGE of body, mind and spirit. Fear does in fact, take hold of all three. Fear captures us. Fear traps us. Fear steals God’s blessings from us. Fear gives the devil a big fat playground! Take some time today to do this for your self. Research the word FEAR in your dictionary and concordance and follow the path the Bible provides to see it for what it is. Dig up some truth about how God feels about FEAR.

The scripture above tells us that Jesus says HE alone will tell us whom to fear. What does He say?

I have battled fear all of my life.

When I was a little girl I cried myself to sleep most every single night. Even though I slept in a room filled with sisters, I was terrified of the dark. Today, as a big girl, and with all of my trust and love of Jesus, I still do not like to be in complete darkness and often wake in the night to go check door locks. Fear of the dark is not my only confession. Another fear I have constantly battled is fear of flying in airplanes. I have always hated flying so much that when I first surrendered my life to the Lord close to 30 years ago, I can remember thinking and even saying out loud, Lord, I will do anything for you but PLEASE never ask me to speak in public or fly on airplanes, I’ll do ANYTHING BUT THAT!!

Insert big God grin right here :)

There have been some very specific times in my life when I was so deathly afraid that years later I can still remember the weakness in my body during those seasons–like when my oldest son broke his neck in a diving accident; the days upon days driving back and forth from the hospital when our daughter Julianna lay in NICU at 1 pound; being out of town at a speaking engagement while my husband was taken by ambulance to a hospital with what they thought was a heart attack.

LIFE can be VERY scary.

Years ago as I began to sift God’s WORD into my life and fill myself with HIS teaching, I heard a sermon called “Do it Afraid” by Joyce Meyer. You know, our minds are RENEWED only through God’s Word–reading it, hearing it, trusting it. That message changed my life and I made a choice at that moment to face my fears and fill myself with God’s promises. I decided right then that I would NOT let the devil steal a single thing from me that God has for my life.

I want it all.

I made a decision to step into everything I possibly could gripping trust and leaning on HIM!

God called me MANY years back to start speaking in public (imagine that!) and sharing my deepest secrets no less. I was petrified but I did it anyway. I am still often petrified when I stand up to speak but God has been faithful to use the word of my testimony over and over again. (Revelation 12:11)

Just a few years ago, He called me into new territory and started plopping me on airplanes. OMG. I can not tell you how many times I have sat on an airplane with tears running down my face in surrender. One of those times I was flying to a connecting flight on a small plane with the Lifeway team. Beth MooreTravis Cottrell and their entire SPIRIT FILLED WORSHIP TEAM sat just a few seats behind me and that still didn’t help. Have you ever done that on a flight, tell the truth!! One of my attempts to overcome my fear of flying would be to tell myself–God would NEVER let this plane crash with THEM on here!! :)

On that flight I don’t know which I was MORE afraid of, flying or those Godly people knowing that I was crying!!

I have since learned that God loves me just as much as anybody and THAT is a life changing revelation!!

A few weeks ago I LIVED THROUGH a flight that I honestly thought might be my last. It might have been but I tell you this, if it had been, the WORDS in my mouth would have been Psalm 139:16 “ALL THE DAYS ORDAINED FOR ME where written in your book before one of them came to be.”

God’s Word sets us free. He turns my fears into surrender and trust. Only Him.

What do you fear my friend?

If you were NOT afraid, how might God use you differently? What blessings could you be missing? What experiences might He have for you that you refuse?

Spend some time considering your fears today, journal them and replace every fear with a promise from His Word.

If you do not know what God says about your fears you will be a prisoner of them forever.

Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.

Is 41:10

 

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Have You Taken a GOD TRIP Lately?

Happy Friday Friend!

 

Do you like this photo?? Honestly, what could be more fun than a PINK SUITCASE? ON A BEACH no less!!

My beautiful Daughter-by-Love, Kim taught me how to do some photo editing stuff yesterday when she came over to take some photos for her website Everything Etsy. Those are my blue and white pillows behind her adorable Valentines one. My talented first born son, designed and built her cyber home! If you love everything crafty, you will become a raving fan!

Anyway, I had to try out the photo fun right away—If I don’t I forget how! What do you think??

 

OK–onto today’s point!

I would love it if you would visit my NEW WEEKLY DEVOTION page called S.E.E.D.S.

You will find it on my Imagine Me…Set Free Website.

It will be a WEEKLY DEVOTION :) so please SUBSCRIBE on that page if you would like to see it in your inbox each week. You will see that I am attempting to make this a very practical devotion. My desire is that you will leave my page with a very specific scripture and action plan for the very week you are living!

Each week you will get a SCRIPTURE verse that you can mediate on all week. You can use the template as a 5 Day plan.

Day One–SCRIPTURE verse for the week. Write it on a 3X5 card and keep it in front of you all week.

Day Two–EXAMINE the verse and journal what God is saying to you from His Word. How does this apply to you life right now?

Day Three–ENJOY it. Us it for your Wednesday “hump day”. Just imagine Jesus saying those words directly to you and ask Him what He wants to say to you personally from the words. How do they matter to you right now? Share your thoughts under COMMENTS.

Day Four–Deposit it. Memorize the verse.

Day Five–SOW it. Find someone to share God’s hope with. Tell somebody about Jesus today and maybe use your memorized verse in conversation.

I would LOVE to hear your feedback. Does it work? How should I change it? Will it matter/make a difference in your life?

If the answer is no, I have some crafts I’d like to take up!! Let me know please!

 

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Start the New Year Free with Me! Free Gift and Free YOU!

I have always LOVED the week between Christmas and the NEW YEAR!!

As the Christmas decorations come down, I find myself cleaning stuff out and organizing–all the while, DREAMING! DREAMING! DREAMING!! I love brand new calendars and the hope of fresh adventures and experiences. I  don’t think I am alone in that wishful thinking. Why else would there be so many Happy New Year Celebrations.

One thing I am VERY excited about for 2013 is hosting my very own–for the first time--Imagine Me, Set Free Woman’s Conference. 

Since I started the first Imagine Me Conference a few years ago, I have had 12 awesome events, all Sponsored/Hosted by someone else. Each one has been a BLAST! An amazing adventure. Each one has led us to new churches, communities and new friends. We have seen God do so many wonderful things as we work and worship to together to discover who we are in HIM and what He has designed and called us to do with our Past–Present and Future!

I have several Imagine Me Conferences booked for next year and a few in discussion but one we know will be VERY different and VERY special will take place:

March 22-24

at Epworth by the Sea in Historic St Simons Island, Ga (the Name alone should draw you in!!)

IMAGINE!!! Escaping to your own RETREAT!

IMAGINE Embracing Peace with the Past; Purpose in the Present and Passion for the Future!

IMAGINE!! Uncovering a new DREAM!

IMAGINE!! A ONE on ONE Personal ENCOUNTER with Jesus!!

IMAGINE BEING SET FREE–to dream; to experience; to complete what God Himself designed you to do!

Make it a 2013 New Years Resolution to do this for yourself and bring a friend, a sister or a daughter along with you!

I promise, it will be a weekend you will never forget!

Before I let you go, I’d like to kindly invite you to subscribe to my newsletter (in the pretty sunflower filled window to the right), which is full of exclusive content that you cannot find here on the blog. I don’t sell anything off of my list and use it solely to give you awesome information and ministry tips. You can unsubscribe at anytime, but I promise you will not be disappointed.

As a thank you, I would love to send you my to my very popular eBooklet “40 Days and 40 Nights–Celebrating the Presence of Jesus”. It is a great way to start the New Year off right–In His Presence!!!

Happy New Year friends!!

 

 

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Circumstances vs Supernatural

Greetings Friends,

I have missed saying hello here on the blog over the past few weeks, and in spite of my many friends who are shy about commenting here, I have heard your sweet requests for MORE Living Free chatter. Thank you so much for caring!!

I LOVED having my Prayer Chair time looking up at my unfinished Christmas tree this morning. Come back later in the week for finished product photos!

Today I started my annual tradition of spending December in the book of Luke.

I would LOVE for you to join me and contribute to my chats here on the blog about what God shows us fresh and new!

This morning I read Luke 1:1-17 (so you are not far behind). I love how God’s LIVING WORD is made fresh every time I read it based upon my life and my heart at the time.

God’s Word is personal.

God’s Word is alive.

God’s Word is ready to lead, speak and comfort.

The things I saw today in these 17 verses reminded me of how God works in our circumstances and how HIS timing is not often MY timing. About how He hears our prayers and does not forget the desires of our hearts. About how HE works ALL THINGS together for our good (Romans 8:28) regardless of how it looks or feels to us at the moment. All of that was so good to remember and dwell upon for a few minutes. However–the RHEMA Word that I got today was found in the last part of verse 17 that says that John’s LIFE ASSIGNMENT was going to be:

“to make ready a people prepared for the Lord”

Oh my.

THAT is MY life assignment as well. My LIFE ASSIGNMENT is to “make ready” a “PEOPLE” prepared for the Lord!

My “PEOPLE” are those who have been heartbroken by a circumstance or a past mistake that has stolen the ABUNDANT LIFE that Jesus promises in John 10:10.

My “PEOPLE” are those who need to experience a renewed and refreshed personal freedom that will allow THEM to step into THEIR  God ordained life ASSIGNMENT!!

I was refreshed this morning by those Words spoken by an angel of the Lord to an old Saint while he was praying :) . I’m an old saint and I am praying :)

What do YOU SEE in these first 17 verses of Luke??

Who are YOUR “People”? Is it the sick or the old? Is it the poor? How about children? It is those who need homes? Who are YOUR “people?

The friend with the most “Comments” by December 25 will receive a Hard Cover Copy of my new book, officially releasing on January 22!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

As you might imagine I am very excited about this new book and would love to have your help getting the word out about it’s release! If you are willing to be a part of my grass-roots promo team, sharing the book on Facebook; Twitter and Blogs–Please comment below to let me know! Every team member will get a free book!

IMPORTANT!! If you do not have a Blog or Website–PLEASE email my Assistant Alyssa at ashutty@awpm.net with your contact information and to be put on our Partner list!! Thank you!

By the way, that is my beautiful daughter Julianna on the cover. You can read our story in the book!

The book is available for PRE-ORDER on my Surrendering the Secret website. It is a book written from my heart, for “My People” :)

Love you guys!

 

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What is “Perfect Love”?

The tiny Delta Commuter flight that was to deliver me to Little Rock sang the normal squeaks and rattles, competing with the squealing baby seated behind me. As we taxied down the runway, I rested my head backwards, closed my eyes and began to pray. Mind you, my honey had already prayed for me, a sweet girlfriend had called me on the phone and prayed for me and I had already laid  hands on the little airplane door as I entered and prayed. All those things are routine for me, before–during and after, every airplane flight.

You see, I pretty much hate to fly. Unlike my daughter who is FLYING this little plane in Alaska!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

God has absolutely performed a miracle in me when it comes to airplane travel. There are now actually times now when I ENJOY a flight! He is good!

Up until the last 3 years I have done a pretty good job in my life, of avoiding my fears and airsickness, by just NOT flying. Then God called me up. Up to the air that is. When STS was published, I knew that I was going to have the opportunity to share some ideas with leaders in the church on how to minister to this particular heartbreak that is filling the pews.

I knew God was calling me UP, out of the comfort zone of my little local ministry, into the Nations.

So….I have been flying.

I have flown in and out of just about every state in the US multiple times. I have had more bumpy flights than smooth ones. I have flown in rain, hail, snow, those puffy white clouds that look so pretty but make me want to throw up. I have flown on airplanes that are so huge I can not wrap my brain around them staying in the air. I have flown on airplanes so tiny they look like they belong in a toy box.

I fly only because I absolutely know God has called me to go where I go. I fly afraid. I fly sick. I fly with tears running down my face. I fly squished in next to people who, bless their hearts, take up their seat and mine. I fly because I desire with all that is within me to capture every ounce of blessing that God has planned for my life and to offer every ounce of surrender I can muster to make His name known.

On that day, as I silently uttered my normal prayers I heard God say, and not for the first time, “Perfect Love Casts out Fear”.

I asked Him, “Lord, what IS perfect love? I know you love me but I still have fear so that must mean I don’t HAVE perfect love, right?  How do I find “Perfect Love? I am not sure I will or can ever accomplish that, can I ?”

The next WORD I heard from God was “Not by might, not by power, but by my Spirit”.

It makes me think of my love for my honey. We have been married for 36 years. We have been to the dark side and back in our marriage. God rescued us and put us back together when we looked like a sad version of Humpty Dumpty. I LOVE my husband, with all that  is within me, but, man, does he hack me off sometimes–they are usually VERY important times…Like when he uses a whole bunch of dish towels in the kitchen when one would do. Or when he doesn’t have his cell phone on and I am trying to call him. Or how he parks his car in the middle of the driveway and I can’t get my car out of the garage. This is BIG stuff and it rattles my “LOVE” walk.

The truth is–

I do not love my husband perfectly.

I do not love my children perfectly.

I do not love God perfectly but HE loves ME perfectly and is always working HIS LOVE out in me.

Not by might–Not by power but by HIS SPIRIT, I press on.

How about you? I would love to hear how you measure your Love Walk, with God, with your family.

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A Sweet Morning Laugh

I woke up this morning to find this in my email box!

I love you Mom!!

I laughed and I cried and headed to find my tweezers :)

Be blessed to day friends, and CHOOSE LIFE!!

My Mom, slow dancing on her 80th Birthday :)

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Root Canals and Revelation

I just got home from the dentist. Yep- it’s only Monday! My week started with the FUN-FUN-FUN of the 2nd half of a Root Canal. Oh Yeah.

Last Monday, 1st half–today 2nd half.

 

I know I’m kind-of weird but while I was enduring the torture (actually my Dentist was great) of this fun, I tried to “fix my mind on things above” and was pondering some encounters I had this past weekend at my church women’s conference.

I led a workshop on finding your purpose and I served on the prayer team.

I was particularly struck and deeply moved by several “last hope” kind of prayer encounters I experienced. Woman after woman sat down in front on me with vacant eyes overflowing with hopeless, last chance prayer requests.

I couldn’t help but think about my FIRST 1/2 of the root canal over the weekend; then again today as I prayed through the second half.

Here are some things I decided that last hope prayer SOMETIMES has in common with a root canal:

1) Something has been neglected way too long and has now come to a critical condition.

Neglected–Time spent with Jesus one on one in worship, Word study, prayer.

Neglected–Focus on Marriage.

Neglected–Intentional Parenting.

Neglected–Health.

THE BIG ONE—Neglected–Knowing and Embracing of God’s WORD and His TRUTH verses the enemies LIES.

2) Infection has settled deep into the roots and is going to cost something to fix.

It breaks my heart to see women who return over and over for prayer but never actually DO what they are counseled to DO. It breaks my heart to ask women over and over again–DO YOU KNOW WHAT GOD SAYS ABOUT THIS?? only to see their sad eyes fill and their heads shake NO.

3) Some digging and drilling and pulling stuff out will likely be required.

Sometimes it takes going back to the past to get going towards the future. Some heartbreaks, heartaches and hidden hurts really must be pulled up and have light shown on them in order to break the stronghold that Satan has attached. The TRUTH really does set us FREE!

4) Medication and Antibiotic must be applied before complete healing can take place.

God’s Word is Medicine. God’s Word is LIGHT. God’s Word brings direction. God’s Word brings wisdom.

There is no shortcut that MAN can PLAN. God can do a quick work but going to people verses going to HIM is merely a band-aid approach. Like taking Aspirin for a toothache and expecting it to just disappear!! :) (Who does that??) Sooner or later, the roots have to be cared for. God’s Word is medication and health for our hurting hearts and broken lives.

5) Later is better than Never and it is Worth the Cost.

Jesus is our Healer and he WANTS to set us free from the sickness and disease that attacks our homes; our marriages; our health; our self-worth; our dreams; our CALLINGS!

Some ROOT CANALS are filled with REVELATION!! Don’t you agree?

So–what has happened in YOUR DAY that could be turned into a Spiritual Truth? :)

 

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Seasons of Surreal

Proverbs 19:21 says  ”Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the LORD’s purpose that prevails”

I am living in a Season of Surreal.

Surreal:having the disorienting, hallucinatory quality of a dream;unreal

Last December, I did what I always do and set aside some time for some New Years Life Planning. My favorite tool has become Michael Hyatt’s Life Planning tool. I spent days praying, pulling out scripture  that confirmed my ideas and  putting some big plans on paper.

Daring plans.

BHAP’s!! (Big Hairy Audacious Plans!)

Sometime’s I PRIDE (key word) myself in just how BIG my dreams can be. I love to press for things that ONLY GOD can do. I ended the year thinking He and Me were on the same side of my thinking.

Not the case.

When the New Year rolled around I started making my big announcement of the plans I had for 2012 to the people that mattered, but the people that mattered had their own plans which totally threw my plans for a dizzy trip into who knows where.

Now, here I am staring August–8/12 (70%) of 2012 living a plan that was NOT on my Michael Hyatt Life Plan for 2012.

Not.

Nowhere near.

I am dealing with stuff  I had NOT PLANNED to deal with on a daily basis.

Still. My God is my God. He is still LORD of my LIFE PLAN.

How about you? Are you living a different plan today than the one you had for your year?

If so let me remind you of what I have reminded myself this morning from the 23rd Psalm.

The Lord is MY SHEPHERD!! My Jehovah-Rohi. He knows my name. He knows each step I take. He IS IN THIS WITH ME!!

The Lord is MY PROVIDER. My Jehovah Jireh. He will provide for all of my needs. He will take care of my burdens; my worries; ; my heartbreaks; my lack of skill.

The Lord is MY PEACE. My Jehovah Shalom. He cares about every detail of my life. He knows exactly what I am facing today. He knows where fear rears it’s ugly head. He knows where lack self worth drags me down. He hems me in!

The Lord is MY HEALER. My Jehovah Rapha. He knows where I am injured and broken and need more healing! He reminds me of the times He has healed me in the past and I rest in Him again.

The Lord is MY RIGHTEOUSNESS. My Jehovah Tsidkenu. Oh my. Jesus knows I am a sinner by flesh and that flesh will go to the grave with me. He knows where I am weak. He knows my failures and my pride. He knows my grouchy, whiney was when things get messy. HE STANDS IN MY PLACE!!

He is the God who is HERE with me right now. My Jehovah Shamma. He knows my dreams. My wanna-be’s. My wanna-do’s. He knows how old I am. He knows the other people in my story.

Do you need to remember those things today? Have your plans taken a detour like mine have?

I want to encourage you today with these promises!

He is YOUR Shepherd.

He is YOUR provider.

He is YOUR peace.

He is YOUR righteousness.

He is WITH YOU RIGHT NOW!

As always, I love to hear from you.

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Jesus Called Her a Dog!

It was a James Bond moment.

Jesus, with his head tucked into his tunic so that no one would recognize him, hugged the dark street corners until his hand landed on a doorknob. Hoping nobody was home, he tried to sneak quietly into a strangers’ house on a strange road. He was exhausted and desperate to grab a moment of peace and quiet. He needed a rest from having some sick or needy person tugging on his tunic or grabbing hold of his feet. He was surely at the end of his grace rope after having just been rejected in his own hometown; organizing his leadership team; serving dinner with no denarii to 5,000 hungry people followed by a stormy after-dinner stroll across wind tossed waves to rescue a bunch of freaked out leaders.

When we let our minds take creative freedom and actually imagine all of this activity we get a good idea of the “MAN MOOD” Jesus was probably in.

Rest was not to come. He slipped quietly into the dark house and IMMEDIATELY found himself face to face with another demanding woman with another demon possessed daughter.

The woman was not even in her own house! Jesus had finally found a nice dark house to hide out in and this woman was hiding there waiting for him. She knew where to find Him.

She was groveling at his feet before he had time to find the chips and dip and turn on the basketball game. (Oopps sorry, I lost my train of imagination, that was MY MAN I was thinking about)

Back to the story.

He was barely in the door and had not even found a couch to stretch out on, when he had a desperate woman falling at his feet screaming “My DAUGHTER HAS A DEMON! Heal her!”

I must admit that as the mom of a daughter, who has been a teenager, I have been tempted to voice those very thoughts before. I am CERTAIN my own mother did!!

What Jesus says to her blows my mind.

It is shocking really.

He called her “DOG” (Mark 7:27) Yes He did.

Every single time I read those words I cringe. Oh my. Did He just say that? My Jesus. My Gentle, kind, compassionate Jesus? The lover of my soul? Did He actually call that hysterical Mama a DOG?

Yes. He did.

When I read this passage my first thought is that He must have done what I so often do, and say something that I wish I could take back as soon as the words slip through my lips but it’s not true.

Jesus called her a “Dog” and he meant to.

I reread that story this morning, taking the time to let God create that moment in my minds-eye. Watching the scene while knowing the character of Jesus. I got a fresh look at the intent of our Savior. God’s Word spoke to my heart. I saw Jesus’ goal in a fresh way.

Even in His human flesh, Jesus is never too tired to teach. He is never to tired to speak truth and life. He does it in the dark. He does it in the light. He does it in the day. He does it in the night. It is what He did then and what He does now. His entire purpose is to stir TRUTH up in us. He is always, even in His worst MAN MOOD, working to draw TRUTH out of our circumstances, needs, fears and pain.

Jesus, by this shocking comment forced this woman to speak truth. He forced her to see and speak her rights. He drew her from position of begging to her position of claiming. From defeat to victory. From helpless to hopefull.

It is almost as if He is challenging her—

“You’re a “dog” right?

You don’t deserve anything right?

You’re not smart enough, right?

Pretty enough, right?

Popular enough, right?

Young enough?

Good enough?

Have you ever felt that way? I know I have.

Jesus doesn’t like it.

Once the woman got out of her whiny beg, she stood up and faced her Lord and staked her claim. Once she knew in her heart that Jesus could and would meet her need, she found victory.

She was humble.

She was specific.

She was persistent. And that DOG WILL HUNT!

She went home and found her daughter lying in her own bed and the demon was gone. That was one happy Mama and it was her now faith that made it happen!

This story spoke to me today how about you?

Got any demons in your life that need to be destroyed by your humility: your specific request: your persistence.

I definitely do and I know where to find Jesus!

How about you?

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